Ahhhhh..it's Nov 5...Denise and Daddy's birthday! Sad and Happy day at the same damn time. I woke up with tears in my eyes. I can't believe she was only 27...only you know Lord.
Great things happened last month...vacation in Jersey...new car..I'm absolutely grateful. I just wish i had my friend to share it all with. And to top it off, another friend i saw only 3 weeks ago was murdered.
WHAT IS LIFE????
Death walks in and takes over, leaving us curled up in a corner questioning ourselves...am I living right? Is someone gonna come and kill me today? It's really hard not to be fearful because ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN!
As the day draws to a close I can only embrace the memories of the wonderful birthdays we had together. I know the birthday hairstyle would have been off the chain and she would definitely be messaging me talking about the lack of birthday sex while sipping a beer.
I miss u Denise...Love you forever!
