I am sure I'm not the only person asking this...when is winter gonna end???? it's been like 6 months of winter and I'm tired of it. I wanna work out without going to the gym, I wanna stop wearing long sleeves, I wanna take the bus without worrying I'm gonna freeze getting to the next stop..sigh!!!
Anyways health-wise, I'm doing OK. Had to do MRI of the spine and brain to see if I have any lesions growing from the NMO, results in a few weeks and I'm praying for the best. I wanna work out though because I got a scale and it's telling me i need to be back in the 100s asap. My body feels pretty good so I am ready for the challenge.
On another note..I've been doing quite a bit of cooking. Right now I wanna try this honey garlic chicken and a vegetable curry..yummmm! My problem is I will cook but sometimes i really don't want to eat..life of a "chef" right?!
I had so many things to talk about at the first of the month but 16 days later I have definitely forgotten it all lol so until next time..walk good
xoxo
Trudy
P.S. I miss my bestie so much these days. :(
Friday, 16 March 2018
Sunday, 11 February 2018
Am I doing the right thing?
Hi Guysssss,
You ever just wake up one day and start to question the choices you have been making? (of course someone said something to trigger this...ughhhh) Then I see this in a broadcast message..
Well just LOOK AT GOD!!!!!
Worries be gone, God is in control. How dare I question where I am. This is where I'm supposed to be. All I need to do now is to figure out where I'm going next. With much prayer and discussion I have decided to try enrolling in college. Nobody hates school more than I do but It's a start, a way to get all this sorted out. Sooooo research here I come.
I want to do something involving kids because I have grown to love those little buggers...well the ones you can give back at the end of the day ..lmaoooo . They are extremely fascinating beings and I would love to understand them some more. My best friend and I always said we wanted to open a daycare, maybe this is my calling after all.
I will keep you posted
xoxoTrudy
You ever just wake up one day and start to question the choices you have been making? (of course someone said something to trigger this...ughhhh) Then I see this in a broadcast message..
"Your journey has molded you for the greater good. It was exactly what you needed to be , don't think you've lost time. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you the now, and now is right on time"
Well just LOOK AT GOD!!!!!
Worries be gone, God is in control. How dare I question where I am. This is where I'm supposed to be. All I need to do now is to figure out where I'm going next. With much prayer and discussion I have decided to try enrolling in college. Nobody hates school more than I do but It's a start, a way to get all this sorted out. Sooooo research here I come.
I want to do something involving kids because I have grown to love those little buggers...well the ones you can give back at the end of the day ..lmaoooo . They are extremely fascinating beings and I would love to understand them some more. My best friend and I always said we wanted to open a daycare, maybe this is my calling after all.
I will keep you posted
xoxoTrudy
Monday, 22 January 2018
The Journey Continues,,,
Happy new yearrrrr 2016, 2017, 2018 *covers face*
Boy when life comes at you, sometimes you just have to live and that's what I've been trying to do for the past 2 years. Living with NMO isn't as easy as I thought it would have been. Medication everyday for the rest of my life and not to mention the unwelcome weight gain and stretch marks EVERYWHERE!!!!
The Trudy I was a few years ago would be sobbing bitterly at these changes, trying so hard to change them but right now, This Trudy is doing ok, not rushing the process just taking things a day at a time.
NMO has totally changed the way I look on life and has opened my eyes to the effects of STRESS!!! Stress is the devil
Stress is a disease in itself
Stress=Death
Stress doesn't care how old you are
Stress is just damn stressful.
For the first couple of months of 2016 I had a job as a Cafeteria manager. Let's just say that was the most stressful job I've ever done ...and I have single handedly catered for 60 people by myself. The workers were just a mess, not open to any changes, not even wanting to develop themselves. To put it straight up, 60% of the staff was just dumb AF!!!! I prayed for hem and myself, did a lot of drinking in my spare time cause God knows I needed to relax and yes some good ol' mary jane just to ease me into a good night's rest. On the relationship side of things, not a damn thing was really going on. Married men with crushes, exes who just don't know when to quit...it went on and on until I decided to leave the island again.
Jump out frying pan inna fire them say but i was determined for a better life. So many things I wanted to accomplish but no money. So i prayed, night and day and I worked and I was stressed again...stress won't leave me alone. Until it happened again...
My NMO flared and I was back in the hospital, back on steroids, gaining more weight, more stretch marks, soooo broke but still hoping for the best.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? I do and I also believe in the power of prayer because before i knew it, I was back on the grind with the most beautiful, bot inside and out family you could ever imagine. It's like we were meant to be and I've never been more stress free in my life. When you just let go and let God it will start falling into place. Still alot to be done but I don't worry, I plan and I pray because God still answers prayers.
As my journey in life continues, 33 is definitely going to be a beautiful year. Tremendous things will happen, unexpected accomplishments because I only trust and pray.
P.S. If you want more information about (NMO) Neuromylitis Optica, leave me a comment and I'll contact you.
XoXo
TW
Boy when life comes at you, sometimes you just have to live and that's what I've been trying to do for the past 2 years. Living with NMO isn't as easy as I thought it would have been. Medication everyday for the rest of my life and not to mention the unwelcome weight gain and stretch marks EVERYWHERE!!!!
The Trudy I was a few years ago would be sobbing bitterly at these changes, trying so hard to change them but right now, This Trudy is doing ok, not rushing the process just taking things a day at a time.
NMO has totally changed the way I look on life and has opened my eyes to the effects of STRESS!!! Stress is the devil
Stress is a disease in itself
Stress=Death
Stress doesn't care how old you are
Stress is just damn stressful.
For the first couple of months of 2016 I had a job as a Cafeteria manager. Let's just say that was the most stressful job I've ever done ...and I have single handedly catered for 60 people by myself. The workers were just a mess, not open to any changes, not even wanting to develop themselves. To put it straight up, 60% of the staff was just dumb AF!!!! I prayed for hem and myself, did a lot of drinking in my spare time cause God knows I needed to relax and yes some good ol' mary jane just to ease me into a good night's rest. On the relationship side of things, not a damn thing was really going on. Married men with crushes, exes who just don't know when to quit...it went on and on until I decided to leave the island again.
Jump out frying pan inna fire them say but i was determined for a better life. So many things I wanted to accomplish but no money. So i prayed, night and day and I worked and I was stressed again...stress won't leave me alone. Until it happened again...
My NMO flared and I was back in the hospital, back on steroids, gaining more weight, more stretch marks, soooo broke but still hoping for the best.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? I do and I also believe in the power of prayer because before i knew it, I was back on the grind with the most beautiful, bot inside and out family you could ever imagine. It's like we were meant to be and I've never been more stress free in my life. When you just let go and let God it will start falling into place. Still alot to be done but I don't worry, I plan and I pray because God still answers prayers.
As my journey in life continues, 33 is definitely going to be a beautiful year. Tremendous things will happen, unexpected accomplishments because I only trust and pray.
P.S. If you want more information about (NMO) Neuromylitis Optica, leave me a comment and I'll contact you.
XoXo
TW
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