Well hello there 2014... you haven't been bad so far and I appreciate that.
R.I.P Denise Lee
It's been 5 months already and it's just so hard to believe that someone so close to me is gone forever. I miss her terribly especially these days when I have decisions to make. Her advise was harsh but it always helped.
Since her passing I decided that I want to try and be a better person mentally, physically, socially and spiritually ( still far from where I want to be) . I find myself not being easily angered anymore or should I say.. I don't respond with the expected outburst anymore. I have a lot of quiet time and I talk to a selected few people who are usually uplifting and very entertaining as well...I am loving the new me.
As I approach the milestone 30 without my best friend, I look back at my life and I see all the people that I've hurt, those who hurt me, those who I've helped, those who've helped me and I'm grateful for it all because without it I wouldn't be the woman I am today. Of course I am still a little girl at heart but that keeps me looking young.
A lot to work on, a lot of possibilities in store. As I continue to strive to be as positive as I can be I only ask that the people around me will see my changes and continue to encourage me to be my best.
I raise my tea cup to loving more, giving more, smiling more and of course living more. Cheers :)
TW
